Donny, i only read the first post! Faaaark! Buddy, if you ever come to Oz, you can come live with me for as long as you need. Have just watched a fellow forum member go through a similar situation, and that was not nice....
I have been through it 3 times! and i know how much it sucks! Stay true to yourself, lean all over your real friends, and always stay positive! No matter how hard that may be! live every day like it's the start of a new beginning, not like it may be your last!
Come to Oz, we can build crazy arse bikes together! Ride the things, smile, and comtemplate our mistakes as lessons learnt, and cherish the good moments...
Sounds like you are toughing things out pretty well, in the face of extreme stress...all power to you!
You would love it here....and we would love to have you here!
Peace.
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